I think that right now is calm, and i feel ok. Im not in this mood where im all sad, or mad. But i think im just doing ok. I like the weather outside right now. It sets my mood. It is currently raining outside, its dark, gray kind of like the color of Mourning. This weekened i set out to do what i wanted to do. And i thought that i wouldnt be able to accomplish what i wanted to do this weekened because i thought i was going to be really busy. But turns out that im acutally really free. Im so open today, and im just relaxing. I havent relaxed in the longest time.
During these past few weeks i have never been so stressed and i mean stressed. All i've been doing was studying, working, and crying. It was like my daily cycle.
Since its raining, which is my kind of weather, im just relaxing, writing, reading, watching dramas, videos, catching up on some work, and sleeping. Isnt it perfect for a rainy day! I like rainy days. Its part of the deepest, darkest Seoul in me. Im so mellow right now. It seems like i have no worries in life at all right now. hmm..ahh.